After the fall

Yah its after a long time ... a long break.. but this is wat this ws supposed to be....rght Illusions? u shud remember that i meant to start this for the weird reason of givin sum kinda shape to the philo that i ramble all the time... :)

i think u can all see the slide show by the side of this... its exactly on such a morn that i again sit to write... a fundamental question peeks into my head... how far do we know our own selves... do we at all.... i tek myself to be one of those selfish giants who stroll their own garden for the sake of their own pathetic indulgence... bt what abt the checkered board called life.. the ups and dwns and all those that leave u affected, does it nt actually show that u cant actually be that aloof and callous that u make ur self feel... mght be.. think it over!!!

a sense of satisfaction at the moment surmounts me.... i hav survived.. nt only the some 20 years on the face of this country bt the fact that i have survived sum of my philosophies... nt to say that i have them proved wrong.. bt find certain exceptions in them...certain savings that helps u feel that the philo is nt all water tight....is nt absolute after alll [which u felt it is bt regretted]... strange tho it mght b bt the fact remains that its good to lose at times....

i see a smile... its holi... the season smiles...(the harshness of winter tho past..still lingers)... the sparrows seem to be smilin... the sun smiles after the lunar eclipse... even the moon manages a faint smile after the shadow cast hours... tanay smiles after the friends episode... krish smiles after i leave his room after buggin him fr an hour......

its time to conclude.. even i smile now... i see day after the night...